How do you tell someone you love that they made the right decision in not jumping off a balcony when the actions of his “friends” seem to tell him otherwise? I am appalled by the things they’ve done/have been doing.
Some backstory: almost a year ago, now, my BF was in a relationship with this girl I thought was a friend she turned out to be a raging c-word, however. One day she decides she doesn’t love him anymore, so she tells him effectively breaking up with him. He’s completely blindsided because, being an adult, he thought they could work out their problems and he really did love her. Being so blindsided and not knowing what else to do, he tried to jump off their balcony (he knew he was wrong the second he stepped up there), thankfully she stopped him. For that I will be forever grateful. Fast-forward a few months, we fall into a relationship (it was no our intent, he needed a friend and I wanted to be there for him in a way I never did when I went through my worst breakup (that’ll be another story, if I haven’t told it already) us falling for each other just kind of happened. Anyway, things start to change within our friend group and people seem to be taking her “side”. Even the two boys (yes, boys, they’re early 20s and have yet to act like men) he thought were his best friends. He did tell them, too that them hanging out with her made him uncomfortable. Now, when your best friend tells you something you do, like hanging out with their ex, makes them uncomfortable, you’d stop, right? Or at least stop plastering it on social media. Right? Or is that an old-fashioned way of thinking? Whatever. They don’t stop, in fact, they straight up say “Oh…well I just wan to be friends with everyone”…….. I’m sorry, what?….Ok, then tell me: why is it that whenever HE needs you you say “sorry, not now, buddy I got <some excuse> right now” Yet, YET whenever she wants to hang out you drop everything? Pretty sure you’re breaking the “Bro-Code”. I just don’t get it. We tried to talk to them when we went home for Spring Break and one of them was like “Yeah, I’ve got all day free for you guys!” BUT when it came to giving a time to meet, it was “I have a life, so I need to know by six” ASSHOLE I HAVE A LIFE, TOO! WE CAME UP HERE TO SEE OUR FAMILIES NOT YOU AND TO TAKE CARE OF SHIT. GO FUCK YOURSELF. I did give them a time (after the 6pm deadline, though, cause you know, family) and I waited for an HOUR for nothing, neither showed up. Some friends, huh? We actually cut our time up there short because of them and I cried the whole way home pretty much (on top of that, I had had a HUGE fight with my mother, too).
I’m sorry I’m not talking about art, but earlier today I saw a tweet from BF that made me go “*sigh* What happened now?”. When I got home he would hardly speak to me and said he didn’t want to talk about it when I asked. He finally muttered “I should have just gone through with it” Me: “What?” BF:”I should have just jumped off the balcony. Everyone would have been better off and, clearly, they’d be just fine without me!” I was stunned and saddened. Tears started to fall. “Don’t say that.” BF: “Why? It’s not like it would have made a difference!” Tears are really falling, now. “That’s a terrible thing to say!” BF: “Sorry, the truth is terrible.” “That’s not the truth!” “Their actions have made it very clear…I truly have no one, now.” “You have me. And <our other friend>, too.” “I don’t even think I have him either…I didn’t get anything from him on Saturday.” (Saturday was our birthday–yes, our birthday) “I didn’t get anything from him either!” And then our conversation circled back with “I should have just done it”
I don’t know what to do. I can say “No, you shouldn’t have.” or “You made the right choice not to.” until I’m blue in the face, but until his “friends” start acting like “friends” it’s just going to keep flashing through his mind.